Changes

It has been a while since I have been able to post something's here on the blog. When something as important and life changing as a mission trip comes up, it was silly of me to think the devil wouldn't try to throw obstacles my way. I won't lie, I became selfish and completely consumed with what I wanted that I almost cancelled the trip all together. But glory to God he always gives me clarity and stern pushes to the right direction no matter how painful it may be. Trust me its very painful,so painful I didn't want to do what God wanted and I didn't want to wait on his timing (in which I feel is working against my happiness in every way).Following Gods plan requires me to go outside my comfort box, it requires me to leave behind someone I absolutely love and that is the hardest part. It requires me to trust in his provision and most of all perform a miracle with the military allowing me to even go (which in my eyes is the biggest obstacle).But then I think what problem is too big for God to solve? If its his will for me to go it will happen.

SO the changes I speak of, I will no longer be going to the Thailand portion of this trip. I will only be going to Cambodia. So from this moment forth I will be working hard to send out emails, letters and get fundraising started. I have absolute clarity that this mission trip is the only thing I want to focus on and make happen this year. All the other things that want to consume my mind and time are only distractions to stop me from experiencing the awesome things God wants to do on this mission trip.I am more focused than ever. I am more determined than ever, and if I am very honest mission work has always been and will always be my passion. I am so excited to see what God has in store. I just want to thank my family and friends that had to talk some sense into me and have been there for me through out this whole process.Until next time, stay blessed and thank you for reading.